The feeling that you have been here before. I have – been here before. Tired of wasting time, wasting life, but too tired also to do anything; to think, to feel. Maybe it is depression, maybe not. Does it matter if there is a reason to feel this way or not? If you have no excuse to be lazy?
Anyway, this is one more attempt at life. Maybe writing will help; maybe if this works, others will find a helpful resource. I need to help myself first.